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This is a wonderful Otherkin/Therian/Fictionkin/Whatever kind of kin you are chat room and it would be awesome if any kin who see this join and the people who aren't kin please share so other people can find us! 

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  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: My mother talking at me
  • Reading: The Chronicles of Ancient Darkness
  • Watching: Carmilla
  • Playing: ping pong
  • Eating: frozen pizza
  • Drinking: water
What name(s) do you go by?
I go by a lot of names. Most people call my Sydney or Syd which is my birth name, some people call me Lucy or variations of Lucy (Lucille, Lucinda, Lucy-Nell , Lucy-chan; I have been called all of those by the same person) I am called Lucy or Lucinda online mostly as well. I am known as Cricket or Senpai to several people as well. I have been trying to call myself Zania recently.

What is the significance behind your name(s)?
Sydney was the middle name of my father’s best friend who died. Lucy is just a name that I like. Zania is the female form of Zane which I have been trying to use because my name was supposed to be Zane…my parents thought I was going to be a boy but then that didn’t happen. I think they still should’ve named me Zane because that is an awesome name.

What type of 'kin are you?
Polykin or Polytherian. I am wolf and bear therian and dragonkin.

How long have you known you were Therian/Otherkin?
Since I found out what Therian/Otherkin were a couple months ago, but I always felt like an animal in a human body and I thought something was wrong with me and people would call me a furry and I thought maybe that was what I was, but I had absolutely no desire to wear a hot sweaty fur suit and apparently there was something perverted about furries though no one would tell me what it was. So when I found out about Therian/Otherkin it was like a revelation and it felt so amazing knowing that there were other people in the world who felt the way I did.
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THE DETAILS:

Do you ever have dreams and/or meditate to discover things about who and what you may be?
I try to meditate but people always interrupt me so most of the time I have dreams…mostly about flying or running. Those are the best dreams because I don’t get tired and I feel extremely free which is a feeling I don’t have a lot during my waking hours.

What are some of the most interesting discoveries you've made about yourself and who/what you are?
Mostly just finding out about Therian/otherkin and researching them in agonizing depth so I can make absolutely sure that this is what I am. And finding out that I was dragonkin. I thought I was only a therian (only connected to earthen animals), but then I started noticing I was having phantom shifts where I could feel leathery wings coming from my shoulder blades and I thought maybe I was a bat therian but that didn’t feel right so I eventually discovered that I was dragonkin and it actually made a lot of sense when I thought about things I did sometimes that didn’t fit with my wolf or bear kintype.

Do you 'shift' at all? (If so, please explain what it's like.)
I mostly have mental shifts with my wolf and bear theriotype and I feel like I can’t speak and I usually start walking around on all fours and howling and growling and stuff. Recently I have been having phantom shifts of wings which has been pretty trippy to be honest and it feels kind of tingly but amazing…kind of like I’m flexing muscles that I don’t actually have.

Do your family and/or friends know?
I have mentioned it to my parents in passing and I have explained what therians are, but I don’t think they think that I’m serious…or they think it’s just me being…well…delusional. I have mentioned it to some of my friends, but one has been really mean about it, one thinks it’s a mental illness and one thinks I’m into kinky pet play…which I am but that is beside the point. ;)

How did people react when (if) you've told them?
Parents just sort of excused it as nonsense and I wrote the other reactions in the previous question.

Do you ever exhibit non-human behaviors? (If so, please give some examples.)
All the time! Like sometimes it gets a little weird. I howl and bark and growl and…roar when I get angry. I also walk on all fours frequently and I was told by my mother that walking on all fours was how I got around for about the first five years of my life. I also eat like an animal (or more like a caveman really) bypassing utensils and preferring meats more on the rare side and chewing more with my side teeth like a lot of predatory animals do. I’ve done these things for as long as I can remember and never on purpose or with much thought and now I guess I’ve found an explanation that makes me feel a little less strange. I also meow a lot but that is more because of anime and my chorus teacher.
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PERSONAL LIFE:

Do you have a pack, 'kin family, etc.?
Sadly no…but I am looking for one. I recently found a group online that is based around where I live…but I found it on a fetish site and both members are at least eight years older than me…so that might be dangerous. If anyone wants to form a cyber-pack then I am totally open to it!

Is anyone else in your family Therian/Otherkin?
Definitely not that I know of.

Do you have a mate?
I have a girlfriend, but it’s a very new relationship and in need of development. We’re both very inexperienced. I also have a mate in the fourth dimension, but we haven’t been spending much time together because he’s in college.

Do you have a Soul Mate?
I do…somewhere…I hope.

What usually happens and what are you like around your pack or mate(s)?
I don’t have a pack and I don’t hang with friends much. I usually let myself be myself more around my best friend…my dog (she’s my packsister). I act like a dog with my dog…or around any animal really. I’ve always felt more at ease around animals than humans since forever. Animals don’t judge and I think they actually feel more comfortable when you act more animalistic around them.
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OPINIONS:

What are your views on Otherkin/Therians in human society? How do you think they should act?
I feel like they should act however they want to act within the boundaries of the legal system.

Therians are often mistaken or called furries. How do you feel about this?
I don’t like being mistaken for a furry because I am not one and I don’t even really know what they are, but whenever I ask about them the person I ask just giggles like they are enjoying some private joke and says, “go look it up.” Apparently furries are kinky or perverse though the only furry I know told me that isn’t what furries are about…but I forget what she did tell me about furries.
  • Mood: It's Hot
  • Listening to: My Demons by Starset
  • Reading: The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn
  • Watching: Noragami
  • Playing: A Noragami AMV
  • Eating: Sun Chips
  • Drinking: Green Tea

 

Tagged by :iconbleached-angel:

 

1. Choose one of your OCs.

 

2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.

 

3. Journal title should be "OC Interview".

 

4. When you're done, tag as many people as you wish.

 

5. HAVE FUN!!!

 

 

1. Hi! What's your real name and nickname?

Hmm…my real name…well I suppose that would be Dark, but since I existed long before human speech developed, I’d say that is more of a nickname. My real name would be more like an image that comes into someone’s or something’s mind. I assume that many people think of many different things when they think of me…the freezing expanse of the Northern European Tundra…the terrible force of a black hole ripping anything and everything into perilous shreds…a glittering porcelain doll nestled in the tall grass by his brother’s side. The name I was given by my mother was of course the second one, because that is the first thought of me that entered any being’s consciousness, but I mean a lot of different things to a lot of different people and wow I shouldn’t need such a long explanation for such a simple question.

 

 

2. Interesting... what's your current age?

Roughly 4.3 billion years old. Time can be a fickle thing to measure with no way of telling it…and if you happen to be arguing with your brother about how long the sun should stay in the sky. He was vying for what in today’s measurements would add up to about twenty hours of sunlight and close to four hours of darkness, but I was having none of it…the stars are too beautiful to hide for that long. So we eventually broke to about half and half and then in the summer he gets the sun longer and in the winter I get the stars longer and of course up north we split the year with half light and…I am totally getting off topic again! Sorry! (But not really) I looked about nine years old yesterday, but now I look about fourteen and a couple months ago I looked about twenty. Age is irrelevant.

 

 

3. Uh-huh. What's your favorite food?

Strong, healthy women…they’ve typically got more fat lining their internal organs and feeling that slide right down is… *shivers* I also quite enjoy children, but that is just because they are a lot more tender and sweet.

 

 

4. And your favorite drink?

Hmm…AB positive blood, preferably from a person possessing some sort of magical talent. I am also quite partial to herbal tea; chamomile and valerian is my favorite.

 

 

 

5. Confession time! Who's your crush/lover?

Mmmm…I have a hard time ‘loving’ people. Or feeling much of anything for anyone except my brother, but I suppose I wouldn’t mind hanging around Ax…the Incubus…I am also rather fond of my PA Orion and recently I have become quite taken with a certain Fallen Angel, but it’s all physical. I’m trying to fill the void.

 

 

6. Aww! Have you kissed yet?

I have kissed the Incubus…of course not in the world I currently reside in which I am actually regretting as of late. I have recently made a move on the Angel but I do not believe the child is interested and I’m taking my time with Orion…I enjoy his presence and I don’t wish to put him off by moving too quickly.

 

 

 

7. Classic question! What's your favorite color?

I could not imagine my world where any color were absent or dominant so…I don’t really have one. I like all the colors.

 

 

8. Who's your favorite author?

Of all the modern authors of earth I would say that Michelle Paver is currently my favorite author. I have only read one series by her, The Chronicles of Ancient Darkness, and I don’t fancy reading any other because I don’t want it to ruin my preconceived notion of her.

 

 

9. Now what's your biggest fear?

I have already lived through my biggest fear and I wouldn’t have it any longer so I eradicated the source of my fear and I would just as soon do it again. So now I have no fear.

 

 

10. Any siblings?

Yes, I have a brother named Torren.

 

 

11. Almost done, it's only twenty questions. Who's your hero?

*mumble*

Me: Sorry, what was that?

The God Pan! But don’t tell him.

Pan: Awww, Darky! You’re totally my hero too!

Dark: You weren’t supposed to be listening.

Pan: I hear everything. I am everywhere! I am inside of YOU!

Dark: Okay, getting weird.

Pan: YOU’RE getting weird.

Me: NEXT QUESTION!

 

 

12. Who's your worst enemy?

…every human in the old world.

Me: Oh come now, Your Majesty, not every human in the old world. What about me?

Dark: Yes, you too.

Me: *gasp* Well, fine then. I’m not human anyway.

Dark: You’re my loyal Therian follower.

Me: Precisely.

Dark: I still hate you.

Me: Why?

Dark: Because of the things you made me do.

Me: *gasp* Well, I never! I never made you do anything! I never make any of you do anything! You always do what you want and I just relay it to the rest of the world!

Dark: Whatever.

 

 

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?

Well, since my worst enemy is the entire human race and my hero is Pan or essentially the guardian of wild places and things…that is basically what happened. Humans and nature got together and it worked for a bit until Torren helped the humans wise up and then they took over the planet like a flesh-eating fungus and tore up everything I worked so hard to build! That is why I kill almost any human as soon as I see it. Humans destroy Pan! That’s how it goes, that’s how it went, and that is how it will always happen.

 

 

14. Interesting... what would you do if you met your creator?

My creator would be the Creative Soul of the Universe.

Me: No, honey, that’s my creator.

Dark: ‘Tis everyone’s creator! Moron. I refuse to believe that you made me. I have existed for almost as long as the earth has.

Me: Alrighty, sweetheart, whatever makes you happy.

 

15. Okay, I'll contact them right now. Done! Now, what do you want to be when you grow up?

I want to be exactly what I am right now…free of all responsibility. ‘Tis a good thing to be…free.

 

 

16. What's your worst nightmare?

Been there, done that, never going there again. It’s happening right now in your world! You are living in my worst nightmare!

 

 

17.What's your life-long dream?

To keep things as they are…or how they were about six thousand years ago.

 

 

18.What would you do if your life-long dream came true?

For me, it has come true. Now if it came true in your world all of a sudden I believe most of the humans would die without their government and their laws and their televisions and their indoor heated swimming pools. You’d all die and I would be perfectly fine with that.

 

 

19. Okay, where's your favorite place to relax?

A quiet place, outside, preferably out of direct sunlight, maybe right at the beginning of spring, where the earth is just waking up from its winter slumber, maybe on a grassy hill enjoying a nice breeze…maybe with my brother…maybe at the Beginning.

 

 

20. Last question! What do you spend most of your time doing?

Nowadays I read a lot. Used to have my hands full running a planet, but I got…tired of that…so I decided to take a break and relax for a bit.

 

 

21. We're done! Now tag whoever you want. DO IT.

Lucy says that whoever wants to do this should do it because she doesn’t know who to tag.

This is a wonderful Otherkin/Therian/Fictionkin/Whatever kind of kin you are chat room and it would be awesome if any kin who see this join and the people who aren't kin please share so other people can find us! 

This is the link and please please PLEASE share!

chat.deviantart.com/chat/Other…
  • Mood: Excited
  • Listening to: My mother talking at me
  • Reading: The Chronicles of Ancient Darkness
  • Watching: Carmilla
  • Playing: ping pong
  • Eating: frozen pizza
  • Drinking: water

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